Date: 14th July, 3.14am

 

Just woke up from a nightmare.

Correction. There're 2 nightmares.

 

1st, i dreamt that me and my friend TS, were in a cab passing thru the famous Singapore durian when the ground suddenly shook violently, as if a huge Gozilla had stepped onto the island. Funny thing is,  the phenomenon was apparently caused by a huge huge huge earthquake in the neighbouring country. The roads started to crack and our cab can't keep on going in a straight line.The sky grew darker and sensing that it's a disaster coming along, me and my friend scrambled out of the car and started to run for our dear lives. While we were running towards the higher ground levels (we tot a Tsunami is coming onshore soon), we saw ambulances and civil defence servants rushing their ways through to save the injureds. We ran past Suntec lah, Bugis and finally Chinatown when eh...the alarm went off and everything is back to normal...The sky started raining...Phew...

 

The other dream is more scary. Dun feel like describing much. It's sth like this...

Dreamt that my kid brother told me one night that a person very close to our family got pushed down from a flat. OMG~ I can't stop crying after hearing that and so is my kid brother. In the end, I had to sayang him...Eeks, i hate this kind of dream...

 

So the lesson learnt: Never sleep immediately after dinner. Bwah~

 

It's a warm night and i found myself woken up on a truck with few other strangers. It seems to me that someone is driving us to somewhere. Then the truck stopped. A man asked us to get off and stand in a straight line. There were 4 of us altogether. As i looked around the surroundings, i saw there was another stranger locked up in a cage.

 

A man walked to us and gave us a briefing on why we were here and why us. Apparently, we had volunteered to be food for a beast! *Gasp*

 

Then few moments later, a blonde hair skinny ang moh guy walked to us. He asked all of us to smear our blood on a cotton sponge so that the tiger can sniff and recognise our smell. Ah? Tiger! We are going to be food for a tiger... He collected all the sponges and walked away. I remembered i did not have much blood to smear on the sponge. Just a small drop. Eeks~

 

Soon after, he came back and he called out the 1st name. (Okie, it wasn't me). The first person went away and the rest of us waited quietly for our time. Think it wasn't very long when the ang moh appeared and called out my name~

He told me 'Dun worry, it'll be over soon'

 

Well, I'm not afraid of death, i'm just scared that the tiger can't eat me up fast enuff and made me suffered in pain. I could even imagine the pain i'll get when it bites me from my back. Eek~ and oh yes, waiting for the animal to strike made me terrified too.

 

So, i asked the man, 'can i back out please?' The man replied 'Sorry, it's too late.' He gave me 2 $5 dollar notes and asked me turned around. Apparently, he's the tiger in disguise!

 

I closed my eyes as i turned around and mumbled to myself 'Wake up, quick, wake up!'

 

And tata~ i woke up in a relief but realised i'm going to be late for work...

(Actually, i had woken up at 7plus to sms my frd that i couldnt meet her for breakfast. Seeing that i can still catch a bit of more sleep, i fell back on the bed and had this stupid dream. It lasted for an hour or so...if only, i pulled myself out from bed and reached my work place early...)

 

Actually i tried to find some meaning in this dream, or whether it represents some kind of scenario in my life.

Cuz sometimes dreams are reflections of your sub-consciousness.

 

I found that being a 'volunteering food' for the tiger is sort of a reflection of me being 貝戈戈 or 犯賤 when i deal with matters in real life. I know what are the correct things i should do or say. But knowing is one thing, whether i want to do is another thing. And when i did the opposite, i'll regret my actions. Then i'd scold myself for being so 貝戈戈 and start to feel dejected. 

 

Sometimes i feel at the rate i'm going through my life, i'm afraid i'll get depression. My thoughts can be as scary as the dream i had...

 

Maybe i think too much, it could be due bad fengshui as i was sleeping with my feet facing an open window hence i got bad dream~ (i won't have bad dream if the curtains are drawn together). Someone even suggested the tiger represents my bf. Muahaha~